20 June 2007

LA-LA-LA to you

i was not born a singer and i don't think i have what it takes to become one. a pro, is what i mean. sure i can sing... to myself while cooking or taking a shower, during videoke night outs with friends or office christmas parties where it was mandatory to belt a song or two. we used to go to bars along remedios in malate where the audiences were encouraged to participate onstage. i dared not.

when my son R was born, i became a regular singer... and composer. i would talk to him in ad-libbed songs. i had a song for him while giving him a bath, one for putting him to sleep, one for amusing him and still others when i played with him or danced him around.

twenty three years later, our little ayel was born and i've started singing again. upon waking up, i greet her with a song, like "good morning ayel... good morning ayel... good morning ayeeeeeel...". nothing fancy, just a tune to go with it.

little ayel would eye me quizzically each time i sang to her. i am not sure if that meant she was enjoying it or simply mental telepathy-ing me to read her thoughts which implored "cut it out mami, you're driving me nuts!"

i do not know if my mom sang to me when i was a child. all i know is, she talks to her dogs like a song.

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